It’s pure and una­dul­te­ra­ted CRAZY MAKING. You are on T4-only meds like Synth­roid or Levoxyl. You have pro­blem after pro­blem after pro­blem. You go to the doc­tor who runs the TSH, and he sta­tes empha­ti­cally “You are normal”.

“I am nor­mal?? Then WHY do I feel like CRAP??”

The above is exactly and pre­ci­sely what hap­pe­ned to me for more than 17 years while on Synth­roid and later Levoxyl. I suf­fe­red immen­sely when I would do anything phy­si­cal – poun­ding hear­trate, fee­ling hot, exc­ru­cia­ting insom­nia, and fati­gue SO pro­found that I thought I would DIE from it. And.…..I was always told I was “nor­mal”, I was “ade­qua­tely trea­ted” and that there was no expla­na­tion for my symptoms.

Or take the sce­na­rio of a gal who recently con­tac­ted me in the dee­pest state of frus­tra­tion. She had star­ted on Armour over a month ago, has very sup­pres­sed adre­nals which she is attemp­ting to correct with adre­nal sup­port, yet she is flip­flop­ping bet­ween hypo and hyper (a sign that she’s not on enough adre­nal sup­port, and/or her anti­bo­dies still have con­trol). She is also suf­fe­ring at night with “sha­king severe heart palpitations”.

Yet, when she goes to the doc­tor, he sta­tes “your pulse is nor­mal” and he dis­mis­ses her con­cerns and symp­toms. And she sta­tes “If I go to the emer­gency room, they will run a TSH and say I am nor­mal which is what they have done for years. I just can­not make myself go back there. I would rather just die than tell me I am nor­mal. I am sca­red and do not know where to go or what to do.”

Unfor­tu­na­tely, there is hardly a thy­roid patient around who doesn’t COMPLETELY unders­tand the above fee­lings sta­ted by this patient.

It is pro­foundly and sadly remar­ka­ble that the very pro­fes­sio­nals we seek out to help us, end up kee­ping us sick because they make ink spots on a piece of paper more impor­tant than symptoms…or they fail to lis­ten to and rea­so­nably con­si­der that something else needs treat­ment – in her case, her adre­nals!! We have not been “nor­mal”!! Another good rea­son this site exists: because doc­tors fail us over and over, and we, as patients have had to figure it out our­sel­ves, and pass it along. And thank­fully, there can be a gro­wing doc­tors out there who will LISTEN to us!


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9 Responses to “I am normal…I am normal…I am normal.….…NOT!!”

  1. Jane said:

    Apr 25, 06 at 2:44 am

    I have had 28 years of NO treat­ment as Drs said my TSH was ‘only’ bor­der­line and nor­mal. The fact that I also suf­fe­red CHS for 26 years, Fibrom­yal­gia for 9 years, hea­daches, infer­ti­lity .. all a com­plete mystery.

    My life star­ted to turn around last year when a senior Chi­nese Dr told me I had low thy­roid and to ‘go back’. After fin­ding this site and with his words echoing in my brain … I fight…

    Its been 28 years over­due but I will fight until the battle is won.

  2. Karen said:

    Jun 23, 06 at 5:02 pm

    I’ve been on armour for a cou­ple of years and saw great impro­ve­ment over synthe­tics but I’m still not where I should be. I still can’t lose the weight I’ve gai­ned (40 lbs), still swo­llen in abdo­men and can’t build sta­mina des­pite exer­ci­sing an hour every day. After about 6 months my sys­tem begins to slow down and the swe­lling gets worse follo­wed by elapse of acid reflux. I’ve inc­rea­sed my dosage seve­ral times but doc is telling me I have to cut back. Does anyone else expe­rience this?

  3. Kristi said:

    Aug 21, 06 at 2:39 pm

    So thank­ful for dis­co­ve­ring this web­site. I have suf­fe­red with Hashi­mo­tos disease for 10 years and am being trea­ted with Levoyl. I still have very dry skin, hair, and eyes so dry con­tact len­ses just pop right back out. I suf­fer from insom­nia, intes­ti­nal pro­blems, and feel like I am going crazy. All my blood work always comes back nor­mal. My musc­les and joints ache, and takes me fore­ver to reco­ver from hard moun­tain bike rides. How do I get on Armour? My doc­tor will not presc­ribe it. Do I have to change to another doctor???

  4. Administrator said:

    Aug 21, 06 at 7:09 pm

    Hi Kristi. On the left of any page are links, and go to the one called HOW TO FIND A GOOD DOC. Time to fire your current doc­tor, and find a bet­ter one, for sure. If you have any ques­tions along the way, use the FORUMS. That link is also to the left of any page towards the bot­tom of the links! Good luck.

  5. Sue said:

    Jun 01, 07 at 7:34 am

    I had one enlar­ged, non-cancercous thy lobe remo­ved. And have been taking thy meds for 16 months , , ,

    oh the DREADED nor­mal! The pro­blem as I see it: while we may fall within the V-A-S-T range of NORMAL, there is OFTEN room for impro­ve­ment within those ran­ges. Hea­ring “NORMAL” will fore­ver make me cringe

  6. jeri duncan said:

    Jun 02, 07 at 4:27 pm

    I just star­ted taking thy­roid meds 8 weeks ago. I didn’t feel relief, then did, then didn’t then did and now don’t and in addi­tion all my joints ache badly and I am very swo­llen in my face and fin­gers. I am depres­sed and agi­ta­ted on 88 mcg. of Synth­roid. I am thin­king of not taking it. They said I had a goi­ter and was bor­der­line for years and then drop­ped a little bit. But what is that com­par­ted to this. I call them on the phone and they say take more, even though they said I had fallen into nor­mal at 25 mcg. Do they even care with so many patients? I now feel like I am suf­fe­ring from symp­toms of too much medi­cine. Swo­llen and terribly pain­ful joints, (not before), agi­ta­ted and joy­less (not before) swo­llen fin­gers, cal­ves with veins visi­ble, I’m a wreck. Do they know what they are doing? And I have been gai­ning weight.

  7. Susan said:

    Dec 01, 07 at 5:36 pm

    I have had thy­roid pro­blems for more than 20 years. One doc­tor remo­ved a “almost all” in 1985, then follo­wed up with a .1 dose of levothy­ro­xine for years without any addi­tio­nal tests. Four years ago a dif­fe­rent sur­geon remo­ved a soft­ball sized subs­ter­nal goi­ter along with “almost all” my thy­roid. My dose of gene­ric levothy­ro­xine never chan­ged, with a test only once a year. I con­ti­nue to have almost every symp­tom of hypothy­roi­dism in your lists, but the TSH is 2.8 so, of course, the symp­toms must all be due to dia­be­tes or medi­ca­tion or even all in my head. My doc­tor said no mat­ter what I could do it would only get wrose, then dou­bled the dia­be­tes medi­ca­tion. The symp­toms only get worse each week. There is no M.D. in our area of 100,000 in your doc­tors’ list. I have been to four doc­tors in the last three years. Maybe I should just give up and give in — buy a wig, stop pla­ying music, and curl up in a cor­ner with mega-size pain pills that don’t work.

  8. Rene said:

    Sep 07, 09 at 4:56 pm

    To Karen who pos­ted on Jun 23:

    I have Hashimoto’s. I’ve been on Armour for three years. Doc­tor just switched me to Nature-throid because none of the phar­ma­cies in my area could get Armour. Any­way, to ans­wer your ques­tion, yes, I’ve had pro­blems des­pite being trea­ted on Armour for many years. I’ve been up all the way to 4 grains and still no relief. Still not bet­ter on Nature-throid either. Gai­ned 130 pounds and I only eat 1,200 calo­ries a day. Can’t sleep. Extreme fati­gue. Depres­sion. Memory pro­blems. Used to exer­cise every day but now my ankles are so swo­llen all the time I can barely walk and can only stand for a few minu­tes. Can barely func­tion. Haven’t been able to work in over 2 years. All thy­roid tests come out “nor­mal” yet I am NOT nor­mal. Have switched doc­tors seve­ral times. Seems no mat­ter what I do I can’t find any help. Have no idea what’s wrong. I’m on presc­rip­tion thy­roid medi­ca­tion so I should be back to nor­mal but I’m not. It’s as if my thy­roid medi­ca­tion isn’t wor­king, yet tests say I’m “nor­mal” but I have very severe hypothy­roid symp­toms. Does anyone here know what this could be and how I can get better???

  9. Rene said:

    Sep 07, 09 at 5:28 pm

    Update: For­got to men­tion that also my blood pres­sure has gone up to 200 over 110. My cho­les­te­rol is over 300 with low HDL (the good cho­les­te­rol) and high LDL (the bad cho­les­te­rol). My trigly­ce­ri­des are way too high as well. Have deve­lo­ped GERD and Glau­coma. My blood sugar is up to 138 and I’m pre-diabetes. My whole body aches all the time, I’m in chro­nic pain. My hair keeps falling out, I have such dry skin that it cracks open and bleeds and I am out of breath all the time. I’m on three blood pres­sure medi­ca­tions, a cho­les­te­rol medi­ca­tion, acid reflux medi­ca­tion, glau­coma medi­ca­tion, two allergy medi­ca­tions as well as Nature-throid.


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